Some crap of my crappy life.

These days I really don't know what to write about.
I guess my days are better these days without her bothering me.

So I still haven't get my phone back yet.
So I temporarily using my dad's old Nokia phone.
Its been 3 weeks my phone in repair.
I suffered 2 weeks of phone-free.
NOT a good thing.
After I suffered,
I still haven't get back.

Well,
I am getting old a year in a weeks or so.
Maybe going to watch movie with friends.
I know its not much a party.
But as long as I'm with my friends,
Who could ask for more?

These days,
I don't know who to trust anymore.
Say this, Say that.
I really want to believe it,
But looks like the only person I can trust is myself.
Sometimes not though..
I can never trust my feelings for someone.
That's odd ,huh?

I can't help liking this dude.
And its like,
When am I gonna get over him?
'Cuz its obvious he likes someone else..
Well,
I cant' believe that either.
'Cuz I heard it from someone else.
Tell me..
How should I survive?
Trying not to believe someone else but I can never know whether they are telling me the truth or not.
If they are telling the truth,
I'll get hurt.
If they aren't telling the truth,
How should I know whether to trust them?
How should I control my sadness knowing I should not believe the person but with the possibility of the truth in the person's words?....