Haunted thoughts

Ok, maybe I'm a worrier or i think too much.

But I can't help it. I swear.

Alot happened to me this year.

Depressing stuff.

These ''stuff'' did not only happened to me this year.

Lat couple of years too.

But this year,

Its just a whole new level.

I want to talk to someone about it.

But I just can't.

Either I'll feel weird or they don't understand or I'll end up crying.

Those options does not really look good.

I know such a young child should not bear this on her shoulder too much.

But I think I'm prone to these stuff.

It keeps happening to me.

Maybe theres something wrong with me.

Yeah, that's it.

I wanna let it out.

Like or books and movies say.

Let it out and cry it out till you feel better.

But how?

I just feel too locked up inside.

Just haven't found the right key.

I was hoping to avoid.

Forget anything that ever happened.

Well, of course, it made things worst.

The more I try,

the more i fail.

Well,

It always come back and haunt me.

In my dreams.

When my I'm bored and my head is filled up with these kind of thoughts.

Haunts me in my dreams and I end up in tears.

Its just too much..